So, it's safe to say I've been putting this off for multiple reasons. One of which is because I have been too lazy, but mostly because what I did over the weekend is nothing to be proud of. Plus I screwed it all up with Ian. My weekend began with a decent Friday. I hung out with Mel and Grace. We didn't do a whole lot. Just were busy being girls :) Saturday was an improvement; went to Cannonsburg with Mags, came home, dinner at grandmas, then met up with Mel. We decided it would be a good idea to go sledding at the local ski hill (Mulligan's Hollow) with the "group" (Me, Mel, Ben, Evan, and Ian...Grace couldn't come). It was super fun. Got my shit rocked though. Ian gave me a kiss and lifted me up in the air that night...but wait, don't get your hopes up. Sunday was the night I wish never happened. Mel, Grace, Mags, and I met up with the boys at Ian's for a night of fun and games. Unfortunately, I let the party get the best of me and confessed my feelings to Ian which brings me to today, when Melaney told me this happened. I immediately started to cry. I am BEYOND embarrassed. I texted him and apologized. He forgave me and thought it was funny. I definitely think I freaked him out. Anyway, I just pray the rest of the week goes better.
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