Turn for the Better

Today is the day that I realized there is no reason to bitch about my past and give any more attention to people that suck. So, from here on out, I'm blogging about me, my life, and my "loves" (Ha good one right?). Here's a little catch-up. I made new friends! (cuz my other ones left me for...well who the hell knows)  Maggie, Melaney, and Grace. We do just about everything together. Aside from that....I have 2 new boys in my life. Josh, who is a semi-douche but super cute (and lives 45 min away) and Ian. Ian is sooo fantastic. I just wish he would give me the time of day. The only time I have enough guts to talk to him is when I have taken a few shots (not my proudest moments). On top of that, he told his best friend (Melaney's boy friend) he is afraid to hang out with me because he is afraid he will like me (he doesn't want to like anyone, it's not personal). It just sucks, I don't want to scare him away but I cant let him slip through my fingers. Looks like I need to step up my game....Issue. When it comes down to it, I want Ian to be mine, Josh is just a good looking guy with a way with words. Typical.